Flaming Pablum

The Return of "Did You Feel That?"

I vividly remember the 2011 earthquake here in New York City. I was working, at the time, at the website for the TODAY show (not the greatest fit for me, to be honest, but hey … it was a gig). I worked on the third or fourth floor of 30 Rockefeller Plaza with about 30 other people in a large, windowless room with garish orange walls (NBC did enjoy its petty tortures) and we had these hanging light fixtures above our bullpen of desks. I was busy typing up something inane, and suddenly noticed all those light fixtures suddenly … swaying, something we’d assuredly never seen them do before. It was a bit ominous, but that was pretty much the extent of it.

A couple of teeth-grinding years after that last seismic event, I managed to get protractedly “managed out” of my increasingly stressful job at TODAY, which was honestly the best for all parties concerned, although it certainly didn’t feel that way, at the time. After several months on the street, I finally landed the job I've held for the last eight years and six months. It has its issues, like any other gig, but overall, it’s great and I’m very happy to be there. My office is on the 31st floor of 7 World Trade Center.

Those of you playing along at home might remember the building that used to stand in the footprint of my current office building. On the morning of September 11, 2001, the former 7 World Trade Center had the ignominious distinction of being the building that completely collapsed despite not having actually been hit by any planes. Practically immediately after it was reduced to a smokey heap of rubble, conspiracy theories started to grow like kudzu about the reasons behind its collapse. Friggin’ books have been penned about it.

Anyway, despite the address's history and grim proximity to the 9/11 Memorial, it’s astonishing how one can put all that information to one side, so to speak, when simply concentrating on one’s job. I frankly don’t spend a lot of time dwelling on the fact that I work on basically the same plot of real estate where 2,996 people died horribly.

I don’t think about that fact very often … until days like today.

I was in my office, this morning, by around 8:30 am, having already been tasked from the evening before with chasing down some far-flung bits of interview video from our extensive archives. I spent most of my morning compiling all those assets and typing up a detailed report about their contents, and was about to hit “send,” when I suddenly felt a pronounced disturbance.

From a distance, 7 WTC looks like 1 WTC’s younger sibling. It’s perched in front of what some folks still insist on calling “The Freedom Tower” like a stumpy little runt, compared to the sweeping height of 1 WTC’s 104 floors and cloud-piercing spire. But, at 54 floors of its own, 7 WTC is still one tall drink of water, when you’re standing right in front of it. Technically, it’s the 28th tallest building in New York, if that makes any difference.

As such, those of us who are regularly teeming in any out of the thing like busy little ants are used to feeling the building literally sway, at times, or hearing the elevator shafts periodically groan during windy days. This usually happens without any compromise to the building’s integrity, and as odd as it sounds, one does get used to it.

But the shaking the building experienced this morning assuredly was not that, and in very short order, had my undivided attention.

My first thought, was “holy crap, what has hit us?”

I spun in my chair and looked out the window, but nothing looked off. The view across Manhattan looked bright, clear and bereft of any sign of trouble.

I suddenly started fielding text messages from colleagues in Brooklyn and then New Jersey and then Long Island, and it all immediately made sense.

Earthquake.

In the grand scheme of things — or thus far, at least — it wasn’t that big a deal. No great damage has been reported, and no lives have been lost. I’m sure people in California and other quake-prone points on the map are chuckling at what pussies New Yorkers are being about this. Fair enough.

Having completed my major tasks of the morning, I decided to clear the fuck out to evade the possibility of getting stuck in the building (or worse). Probably against my better judgement, I took the elevator down and walked home.

 

 

In the hysterical hours since, I’ve seen the above meme being widely circulated over social media, and someone else posted a pic of t-shirts for sale saying “I SURVIVED THE 2024 EARTHQUAKE.” I get it, and I suppose we can all feel free to giggle about how much ado about nothing it evidently was, but I’m not really ready to get that cocky about it, myself.

You may consider yourself to be one slick captain of industry with your shit well put together, but all it really takes is one fleeting shudder of Mother Nature to remind you of how fucking insignificant you truly are.

Yes, this morning was ultimately just a minor blip, comparatively speaking, but a series of aftershocks could still be on the way. We may not be out of the woods. And was it indeed a blip… or just an amuse-bouche before a larger entree?

If you honestly believe New York City is genuinely prepared to effectively handle a major earthquake, I’ve got a big, pretty bridge to sell ya.

I mean, for fuck’s sake, have you met our mayor?

Goodbye to 2023

Alright, it’s only December 19, but the next several days promise to be busy, so I guess it’s time to dust this one off, once again.

WHAT DID YOU DO IN 2023 THAT YOU’D NEVER DONE BEFORE?

Hmmm, well, I had to wear a low cam boot for four weeks, that was certainly a new one, for me. As an ancillary bonus, it did absolutely nothing to solve the problem it was ostensibly designed to remedy, so yeah … how fun.

DID YOU KEEP YOUR NEW YEAR’S RESOLUTIONS, AND WILL YOU MAKE MORE FOR 2024?

I have found that resolutions are made to be brazenly broken, so no and no.

DID ANYONE CLOSE TO YOU GIVE BIRTH?

The wife of a new colleague of mine at the office just gave birth to their second son, which means my colleague will be missing from the office for several weeks in the new year.

DID ANYONE CLOSE TO YOU DIE?

Thankfully, no.

WHAT COUNTRIES DID YOU VISIT?

In June, we went to Italy for a couple of weeks, which I highly recommend. 

WHAT WOULD YOU LIKE TO HAVE IN 2024 THAT YOU LACKED IN 2023?

I don’t like to dwell on the things I don’t have. That said, I’d love to have an actionable, proven remedy for my stupid foot problem, but I don’t know that it exists.

WHAT DATE FROM 2023 WILL REMAIN ETCHED UPON YOUR MEMORY?

It may sound histrionic, but waking up to the news that Geordie Walker of Killing Joke had died the Saturday morning after Thanksgiving is a moment that will definitely stay with me.

WHAT WAS YOUR BIGGEST ACHIEVEMENT OF THE YEAR?

Oh, who knows? Staying marginally healthy, sane and employed, keeping my children fed, housed and educated and managing to endear myself enough to my wife for her not to want to routinely murder me.

WHAT WAS YOUR BIGGEST FAILURE?

Oh, I’m sure there’s a whole grab bag from which to choose, but, in my opinion, it was an instance wherein I was unable to effectively hide my frustration from an individual who insisted on making last-minute changes to a big, time-sensitive project at the office. While the project was completed on time and received praise from various parties, I was still reprimanded for it, which was kind of humiliating. That still stings.

DID YOU SUFFER ILLNESS OR INJURY?

Back in February, I was struck with a mystery virus that wasn’t COVID, which manifested as a recurring, low-grade fever that went on for two weeks. And, yes, I somehow broke a bone in my left foot, resulting in the avascular necrosis I continue to grapple with.

WHAT WAS THE BEST THING YOU BOUGHT?

Maybe this lovely pair of low-top Chuck Taylor All-Stars I’m currently wearing (brown with gold eyelets). Oh, and I picked up a nice, floor-model front hall mirror..

WHOSE BEHAVIOR MERITED CELEBRATION?

Both of my children continue to amaze me on a daily basis.

WHOSE BEHAVIOR MADE YOU APPALLED AND DEPRESSED?

Regardless of which poll you prefer to pay attention to, Donald Trump still has an astonishingly high degree of favorability among my fellow Americans, which fills me with withering disdain and blistering contempt.

WHAT DID YOU GET REALLY, REALLY EXCITED ABOUT?

My son Oliver has already been accepted at four colleges. We still have miles to go, but that validation (and relief) is really rewarding.

WHERE DID MOST OF YOUR MONEY GO?

If you go back and read my answer from last year about my building being assessed, it still holds true. I’m paying roughly $900 more in maintenance than I would otherwise normally, and will continue to until February.

WHAT SONG WILL ALWAYS REMIND YOU OF 2023?

Probably Depeche Mode’s “A Pain That I’m Used To,” specifically the live version of the Jacques Lu Cont remix that they played at the Madison Square Garden show Oliver and I caught back in the Spring.

COMPARED TO THIS TIME LAST YEAR, ARE YOU HAPPIER OR SADDER?

The past few months have been pretty rough on several people my family cares deeply about, and that’s sadly informed the mood of this season, a bit. Personally speaking, I’m a little bit down in the mouth, these days, and always waiting for the next shoe to drop, so to speak.

THINNER OR FATTER?

Oh, definitely fatter, which I think is symptomatic of my age. If I don’t curtail certain things, that’s only going to worsen, I fear.

RICHER OR POORER?

Until we reach the end of that assessment, I won’t fully sleep through the night.

WHAT DO YOU WISH YOU’D DONE MORE OF?

I wish I’d gotten a jump on certain things sooner. I am becoming more of a procrastinator, unfortunately.

WHAT DO YOU WISH YOU’D DONE LESS OF?

I can be strikingly undisciplined, at times. I wish that wasn’t the case.

HOW DID YOU SPEND CHRISTMAS?

It hasn’t happened yet, but we’re doing Christmas Eve here in NYC, then heading to my mom’s in Quogue on Christmas Day, then back to NYC and then off to my sister-in-law Katie’s in Pennsylvania for a few days, after that.

WHO DID YOU SPEND THE MOST TIME ON THE PHONE WITH?

Absolutely no idea.

DID YOU FALL IN LOVE IN 2023?

I’ve been very happily married since 2001.

HOW MANY ONE-NIGHT STANDS IN THE LAST YEAR?

See answer above. Also, who would answer this question?

WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TV PROGRAM?

They come and go, and I forget (not a good sign), but I sincerely enjoyed the last season of “C.B. Strike” and I’m currently loving “Slow Horses.” Gary Oldman is so goddamn great.

DO YOU HATE ANYONE NOW THAT YOU DIDN’T HATE AT THIS TIME LAST YEAR?

What a question. Well, Donald Trump, obviously, although I’ve always hated him, so that’s not really new. Vivek Ramaswany seems entirely worthy of intense hatred. Seriously, fuck THAT guy. Ron DeSantis is a complete dick, but he just seems more stupid than anything else.

WHAT WAS THE BEST BOOK YOU READ?

I really enjoyed "I Die Each Time I Hear The Sound" by Mike Doughty, but especially loved “This Must Be the Place” by Jesse Rifkin. That kid is going places.

WHAT WAS YOUR GREATEST MUSICAL DISCOVERY?

I hate to say it, but 2023 just wasn’t a good year for me with new music, although my favorite new album from a new band was easily Negative Stars by Skull Practitioners.

New music aside, 2023 was a great year for live shows. My son and I caught Life in a Blender at the Rockwood Music Hall, Jerry Harrison and Adrian Belew at Sony Hall, Depeche Mode at Madison Square Garden, Sisters of Mercy at King's Theater in Brooklyn, Calexico at Le Poisson Rouge, Squeeze and the Psychedelic Furs at Radio City, Duran Duran at the Forest Hills Stadium, The Mission, Theatre of Hate and The Chameleons at Le Poisson Rouge and The Damned at Warsaw in Brooklyn. 

WHAT DID YOU WANT AND GET?

I really wanted my son to be accepted at Trinity Dublin, and he got in. That doesn’t mean he’s going there, but it was tremendously great news that he was accepted.

WHAT DID YOU WANT AND NOT GET?

How come Trump is still not yet in fucking prison?

WHAT WERE YOUR FAVORITE FILMS OF THIS YEAR?

The fact that I cannot remember seems pretty telling, doesn’t it? I didn’t see “Barbie.” I didn’t see “Oppenheimer.” I was profoundly disappointed by “May December.” I’m sure once I post this, I’ll remember one.

WHAT DID YOU DO ON YOUR BIRTHDAY AND HOW OLD WERE YOU?

I turned 56, which is no fun at all, but I had a lovely dinner at home with my wife and son (Charlotte was at school).

WHAT’S ONE THING THAT WOULD HAVE MADE YOUR YEAR IMMEASURABLY MORE SATISFYING?

Trump’s incarceration. I’d have loved it if Oliver and I were able to make it to the Killing Joke show at the Royal Albert Hall in London, back in March, but work demands and school schedules forbade.

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONAL FASHION CONCEPT IN 2023?

Lost without hope of retrieval.

WHAT KEPT YOU SANE?

The need to be there for my family.

WHAT CELEBRITY/PUBLIC FIGURE DID YOU FANCY MOST?

This question always seems roundly inappropriate.

WHAT POLITIAL ISSUE STIRRED YOU THE MOST?

Trump trial(s).

WHO DID YOU MISS?

Each year, more and more of my most admired individuals pass away, and we lost some great ones in 2023, like Sinead O'Connor, Mark Stewart of the Pop Group, Andy Rourke of The Smiths....but this year, absolutely nothing holds a candle to the loss of Geordie Walker of my beloved Killing Joke.

WHO WAS THE BEST NEW PERSON YOU MET?

Probably Mariano Cabrera, who spearheaded the Charly Garcia Corner movement.

TELL US A VALUABLE LIFE LESSON YOU LEARNED IN 2023?

You don’t have to be screaming for it to be broken. Don’t be fooled.

SONG LYRIC THAT SUMS UP 2023.

Absent Friends Shall Live By Love
- Killing Joke

The Pre-Breakfast Ritz Rant

Earlier this morning, after I'd started my work day, an old friend of mine texted me the newspaper ad below, presumably circa 1986, evangelizing then-upcoming shows at the old Ritz on East 11th Street, which most folks today know as Webster Hall. I've written entirely too many posts about this storied venue, in the past, but you can find a few of those entries here, here, here, here, here, here, here and here, although there are assuredly more than just those. 

In any case, my friend texted this ad, prefaced with the utterance .....

"one week in NYC' in late 1986..."

... which prompted the following knee-jerk response from me:

Quite a week indeed. The only gig marked as "sold out" is Bruce Willis, which is, of course, pathetic! That’s the idiotic tractor beam of Hollywood fame right there — such a rich roster of diverse talent, and what’s the big draw? That dude from “Moonlighting.” No wonder Trump won.

 

What can I say? I was hangry and triggered. 

 

22 Years Later

Back to Charlotte Street & Robert Christgau is a Scumbag

It’s been a couple of minutes since I last invoked the Plasmatics, so here goes…

Appropos of nothing at all, I remembered an old story that, for the sleeve of what would be their third album, 1982’s largely-ignored Coup D’Etat, the band (or someone…maybe manager and conceptual svengali Rob Swensen) wanted the cover picture taken on a particular New York City street. That street, again, if legend has it, was Charlotte Street in the South Bronx. 

The alleged decision to shoot on this particular street stemmed originally from a visit to same five years earlier by then-president Jimmy Carter, which resulted in an infamous photograph of the man standing amidst the proverbial rubble. Three years later, as something of a cheap shot, Carter’s GOP rival Ronald Reagan traveled to the very same spot on Charlotte Street as a means of demonstrating how anemic Carter’s efforts had been, suggesting that only he could make the required difference to turn things around, reducing the plight of the South Bronx to little more than a political football and photo-op.

In response to this, the Plasmatics allegedly showed up on Charlotte Street with a big fuckoff tank, and called their record Coup D’Etat.

Great story, right? Well, here’s the thing -– I could find precious little documentation to back up the original story that the Plasmatics specifically went to Charlotte Street. Sure, study the cover of the album and it certainly looks like it could have been Charlotte Street. I mean, those are burned out buildings appearing behind them, after all, but it’s not like the South Bronx was the only place to find distressed urban decay. Flip the album over….

…and the only tangible information about the photography is that it was handled by a gent named Butch Star. Certain folks have suggested the Butch Star is actually the aforementioned Mr. Swenson, but, y’know, who knows? As a result, the trail to verify the location has gone cold.

Oh, as something of a surreal and depressing coda, the following September after Coup D’Etat was released on a disinterested public, the Plasmatics’ erstwhile touring mates in KISS also traveled to Charlotte Street, selecting it as the location for the laughably ludicrous (naturally) video for “Lick It Up.” One can only imagine the already-beleagured residents of the Charlotte Street neighborhood being somewhat bemused by all this attention.

KISS probably chose Charlotte Street because it looked suitably apocalyptic, not for any political reasons (that was never their scene). The Plasmatics chose Charlotte Street very much on purpose as a vague political statement, but then buried and/or abandoned that statement, inexplicably.

Regardless, while the full story may yet be told in some band biography, I could find zero evidence to verify that Charlotte Street was the location for the cover image Coup D’Etat or the video for “Lick It Up.” Ho hum. 

But in my travels around the `net trying to unearth info about the Plasmatics’ shoot, I did come across Robert Christgau’s review of Coup D’Etat for The Village Voice. For those who may not know the name, Robert Christgau is the self-titled “Dean of American Rock Critics.” Some years back, I started reading his book and got suitably turned off by his slavishly masturbatory prose (and this is coming from me). You can read that screed here.

In any case, here’s what Christgau had to say, as documented here:

Plasmatics: Coup D'Etat [Capitol, 1982] Now that they've copped to heavy metal tempos, they could last as long as Judas Priest, although since the HM hordes do demand chops, Wendy O. might be well advised to try singing with her nether lips. Not only can't she carry a tune (ha), she can't even yell. Inspirational Thing She Says Backward on Outgroove: "The brainwashed do not know they are brainwashed." Inspirational Message Scratched on Outgroove: "You were not made for this." D-

Did you catch that?

“She might be well advised trying to try singing with her nether lips”

I mean, seriously, Village Voice, I realize this was still 1982 … but what the actual fuck?

Meanwhile, back on Charlotte Street in the South Bronx, if you go looking to recreate the sleeve of Coup D'Etat with your own big fuckoff tank or try re-enact the priapic preening of Paul Stanley in front of a row of crumbling housing projects, the end results are not going to synch up very well. As documented in this first-person account from 2016, Charlotte Street is now a sleepy bedroom community that now plays host to an unrecognizable plot of suburban-style ranch houses. 

ADDENDUM: For better or worse, I’ve always been a strident Plasmatics fan and apologist, defending them at their silliest moments, which were myriad. I first snapped up a copy of the “official” Plasmatics book, “Your Heart in Your Mouth” circa 1983 from a posh bookstore on Fifth Avenue. In later years, I bought a second copy of it (why I did so now escapes me) at a WFUV Record Fair in Chelsea about twenty years ago. As such, I now own two copies of this  book which, in certain very silly circles, can fetch an admirable sum. I’d wrongly assumed the book was first published prior to the release of Coup D’Etat, but dug out one copy this morning to verify — and lo and behold, I came across this fleeting invocation of the band’s cover shoot for that album, quasi-confirming the notion that it was indeed the same Charlotte Street address, if the book — a band-sanctioned bit of self-mythologizing promotion — is to be believed. 

 

Friday's Paper

One for the history books...

Soon.....

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Status Report

I’m just starting the busiest part of the year, at work, so please bear with me if there’s a bit of a slowdown in posting here. I just have to bear down and get through it. I’ll resume normal activity as soon as I am able. I’m sure you understand.

Meanwhile, there’s lots of speculation about the possibility of Trump being indicted tomorrow. My office is in great proximity to the Civic Center, down in lower Manhattan, where all the court houses are, and there’s lots of preparation for the threat of violent protest ala January 6. As such, Tuesday could be very interesting.

Meanwhile, just to clear up any lingering misconceptions, here’s how I’m feeling about it.

Fermenting New Firewater: Tod [A] Looks Ahead

With the possible exception of Killing Joke, I don’t think there’s a band I’ve scribbled more about here than Cop Shoot Cop, the former NYC-based, clangy noise-rock ensemble of one Tod [A], who bowed out of said band, in the mid-`90s, during the recording of what would have been their fifth studio LP. Upon leaving C$C under arguably not the most amicable of circumstances, Tod turned his attention to forming Firewater, a loose collective of musicians who’d go onto to explore, over seven diverse albums, a far broader vista of musical styles than Tod’s previous band was ever likely to dare. Largely jettisoning Cop Shoot Cop’s full-frontal industrial assault in favor of a sinuous amalgam of influences from klezmer to ska to Middle-Eastern folk music to Romani to bhangra to sea shanties to Russian drinking songs to straight-ahead punk fucking rock and virtually all points and ports of global call in between, Tod’s inherent sense of wanderlust became deeply imbued into the music he was making. Putting his money where his mouth was, by the band’s sixth album, 2008’s The Golden Hour, Tod pulled up stakes and set out on a formidable trek across the imposing terrain between New Delhi, India and Istanbul, Turkey, recording with local musicians along the way. This experience not only fueled that album -– arguably Firewater’s finest -– but also served as fertile fodder for his first novel, “Banging the Monkey,” which surfaced in 2019.

I’ve been friends with Tod since the very early `90s, when I was tasked with writing up a cover story for a local freebie news weekly about “a hot new band that typifies the New York sound and sensibility.” Without skipping a beat, I chose Cop Shoot Cop, having become enamored of their wilfully chaotic live performances, their boldly unconventional approach (two basses, no guitars), their dark sense of humor (lost on large swathes of their audience), their unwieldy aesthetic and their cryptic poster campaign. Over the course of Cop Shoot Cop’s tumultuous rise and fall and then into the Firewater years, Tod and I have spilled many gallons of beer and ink about our respective trajectories. Now ensconced full-time in Istanbul, Tod only gets to New York City every so often, and he and I only get to convene in person every couple of years or so, usually around the holidays. The last time he was in town back in December, we caught up for a drink at an old favorite, the Ear Inn on the westerly end of Spring Street, and it dawned on me that I’d never subjected the poor guy to the Flaming Pablum Interview. So now, joining the estimable ranks of Big Paul Ferguson of Killing Joke, Chris Egan of Missing Foundation, RB Korbet of Even Worse, Erik Sanko of Skeleton Key, Fran Powers of Modern Clix, J Yuenger of White Zombie, Brooke Smith of Sunday Matinee, Don Rauf of Life in a Blender, and Andi Harriman of Some Wear Leather, Some Wear Lace, here with the Flaming Pablum Interview with Tod [A]…

FP: You’ve now been living in Turkey for almost 12 years. How’s that going? Of all the places you’ve lived, how does Istanbul compare?

I've lived in NYC, Denpasar, Phnom Penh, Calcutta, Surat Thani and now Istanbul. Though I didn't expect to be here quite so long, I can't complain about the city. Istanbul is the NYC of Turkey: it's a port city, which means it's quite multi-cultural. The cost of living is far less than NYC, and the town has public transport that doesn't reek of urine. It has a lot more cats and a lot less rats (do the math). I guess I feel as at home here as I have felt anywhere else, though the current Turkish government leaves much to be desired. Hopefully the people of Turkey will get rid of He-Who-Shall-Not-Be-Named in the upcoming 2023 general election.

It’s been eleven years since you released International Orange, but now, I gather, have new music demoed and ready to be recorded — can you give us an update?

Having decided to procreate, I took some time off from recording and touring to concentrate on raising my daughter. I didn't want to be the father who was never there. In the meantime, I wrote fifty songs. I am now a free agent and I think I'm almost ready to get back to recording and touring. We shall see who winds up releasing these records.

Firewater has counted many illustrious names in its ranks, over the years — are you in touch with all those players? Might we hear from them again on the next LP?

Yes, we are mostly all still buddies. It's quite possible there will be some appearances from old friends once it's time to go into the studio and begin touring again.

If you had to characterize the direction and sound of the new material, how would you do so?

My itinerant lifestyle has certainly colored the new batch of songs, melodically, sonically, and rhythmically. There is a Turkish flavor to many of them. But somehow I can't seem to scrape all the American mud off my boots. I feel like my time abroad has given me perspective to write about the country of my birth.

Your first novel, “Banging the Monkey” was published in 2019. Are there more books in you waiting to come out?

Yes. I am working on a few new books at the moment: a novel (for adults), and some others for children. But I take my time. They will be done when they are done.

You were recently back in the States and in New York City for the first time in a while. How does your former home turf feel to you in the wake of all that’s happened?

I still love NYC. But as I told you when I saw you last, I feel safer raising my daughter in a quasi-dictatorship like Turkey where almost nobody has a gun, than in America where everyone seems to own multiple firearms.

In 2016, you joined some of your former Cop Shoot Cop bandmates for the commentary track of the live DVD New York Post Punk / Noise Series 1. Are you still back in contact with those guys today?

Yes, I am in touch with Jim Coleman and Phil Puleo and we are on good terms. During the lockdowns, we made some sporadic attempts to collaborate from afar, but nothing seemed to catch fire. Jim and Phil seem to be doing quite well with Human Impact, so more power to them.

Is there any Firewater (or, for that matter, Cop Shoot Cop) material left “in the vault,” so to speak? Stuff that was never released? If so, will it ever see the light of day?

Yes, there is quite a bit. But tracks get left in the vault for a reason, usually because they weren't quite ready.

What’s your take on the music of today? Are there any new artists you’re particularly enthused about? What have you been listening to?

When I was a young punk I thought the way to move forward was to obliterate the past. Now I'm much more interested in the historical continuity of music. I'm trying to catch up on the homework I should have done when I was 21, learning the musical secrets of all the songs I love. I'm delving back into the past: jazz, the birth of rock 'n' roll. I listen to a lot of early blues, jazz, folk and psychedelia. Mainly I'm focused on developing as a songwriter and composer. I've been studying soundtracks (Morricone, Elfman, Zimmer), and I try to learn from the lyricists I admire (Dylan, Waits, Bowie).

Of all the spots you lived around New York City, which was your favorite, and why?

It was definitely fun living in Williamsburgh in the late 80's – early 90's. The rents were incredibly cheap, and there was much fun to be had exploring the empty buildings. I remember setting fire to an abandoned car in a vacant lot and watching it burn. Neither police nor the fire department ever came. That's how much of a no man's land it was at that time.

…which was your least favorite, and why?

By the time I moved to Bushwick, I had already pretty much had it with NYC. The locals weren't too enthused about the bohemian gringos encroaching on their turf, so there was quite a bit of aggro. Also, I was arrested for drinking a beer on the street outside my building, about 20 feet away from the corner where a bunch of jackasses had been selling smack and crack for years. So once I got out of jail, I was off to Thailand.

Where in the world is the food the best?

Italy, of course. I have worked there a lot, and the Italians really know what they are doing. But I also love Thai street food. Such an amazingly subtle combination of flavors. And usually $1 a plate. Indian and Mexican. Turkish food is also amazing.

What’s your favorite Firewater album?

The Golden Hour certainly was the most fun to make. The adventure of recording it, in India, Pakistan, and Indonesia, combined with working with my buddies in Tel Aviv to complete it. Everything seemed to come together on that record.

What’s your least favorite? Why?

International Orange was a nightmare to make. My record company didn't support the concept, so I had to cut a lot of financial corners. As a result, even though the songs were as good as those on The Golden Hour, the sound quality on International Orange suffered because of budget problems. I would love to re-record those songs someday. My ugly experience making International Orange also made me want to wait until I could afford to record in the right way.

What’s your favorite Cop Shoot Cop album?

Release. At that time CSC was firing on all pistons, and we had producer David Sardy at the controls. After that record, everything went rapidly south for the band.

What’s your least favorite? Why?

White Noise. It just hasn't aged well.

The irony here is the White Noise continues to be my favorite album by the band. It’s aged just fine, to my ears.

Why do the vinyl re-releases of Get Off the Cross... and Golden Hour have different cover art?

When Scott Schaefer approached me about doing vinyl releases of the Firewater catalog, I saw it as an opportunity to make something special. So I decided to re-make all the covers by hand. It's been really fun to re-imagine the art. The vinyl series will be continued in the near future.

Beyond from family and friends, what do you miss most about the United States?

A genuine NYC slice, and a real bagel. And not much else.

What sort of music is your daughter listening to?

I knew going into this parenting thing that I had a window of maybe four or five years in which I could vet the music my daughter would hear. Being a control freak, I took full advantage of those years. I wanted her developing brain to get a solid grounding in classic melody and song structure before she was exposed to bullshit musical 'content' from off the internet. So I made her tons of mix tapes: nursery rhymes; classical stuff like Carl Orff, Peter and the Wolf, and the Nutcracker; plus kid-friendly songs from folks like Raffi, the Beatles, Donovan, Ivor Cutler, Monty Python, Spike Jones, Woody Guthrie and the Bonzo Dog Doo-Dah Band.

Yeah, well, to answer your question, the window has closed. You don't want to know what sort of music torture I am subjected to now. I can't wait till she's a teenager, and will start hitting me with some cool sounds.

What was the best concert you ever attended?

I can't name just one: Black Flag at some bowling alley in New Jersey circa 1984, Nirvana at the Reading Festival circa 1992, Tom Waits at the Beacon Theater 1999, Bone Machine tour, Motorhead in Istanbul, 2011. Plus any Jesus Lizard show. 

What five albums can you not live without?

Ramones - Ramones
Tom Waits - Rain Dogs
The Doors - The Doors
David Bowie - Diamond Dogs
Bob Dylan - Highway 61 Revisited

The best songwriter is….

There are seven: Tom Waits, Bob Dylan, David Bowie, Robyn Hitchcock, Leonard Cohen, and Ivor Cutler. (and me.)

Goodbye, 2022!

Yes, well, I suppose it's time to dust off this inane survey, once again, and take a look back at 2022. Seat-belts on, kids! 

What did you do in 2022 that you'd never done before?

Got myself a “global entry” card.

Did you keep your New Year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year?

I don’t think I made any, thus I did not keep any. At this stage of the proceedings, if I make any bold declarations about swearing off anything, I’m pretty much dooming myself to fail. That all said, I could certainly stand to drink less beer, stay on top of my finances and keep my medical appointments. 

Did anyone close to you give birth?

No one in my immediate circle, no.

Did anyone close to you die?

Again, no one in my immediate circle, mercifully.

What countries did you visit?

We went to Greece and Scotland, and I highly recommend both. 

What would you like to have in 2023 that you lacked in 2022?

Oh, I’m not sure. I not inclined to spend time dwelling on the things I don’t have.

What date from 2022 will remain etched upon your memory?

August 20th, the day we left our Charlotte at college in Scotland and flew home to NYC without her.

What was your biggest achievement of the year?

Staying marginally healthy and gainfully employed.

What was your biggest failure?

My inability to impose some semblance of restraint and willpower.

Did you suffer illness or injury?

I have a continuing grievance with my left foot that I still need to see a podiatrist about. And, yes, I, too, eventually got COVID. 

What was the best thing you bought?

I honestly can’t remember. Well, I bought some concert tickets for my son that made him very happy. That’s always good.

Whose behavior merited celebration?

My kids. They have their moments like everyone else, but for the most part, they are kind, bright, do well in school and are genuinely lovely human beings.

Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?

Trump, Kanye West, Elon Music, various members of the Supreme Court and Republicans in general.

What did you get really, really excited about?

My daughter getting into college.

Where did most of your money go?

My building’s being assessed, at the moment, and our monthly fees have gone up significantly … and will stay that way until fuckin’ February 2024, hence the comment above about needing to impose restraint and willpower when it comes to all things financial.  

What song will always remind you of 2022?

I don’t know if it’ll always remind of 2022, but perhaps “The Man I’ll Never Find” by Lucius.

Compared to this time last year, are you happier or sadder?

I’d say about the same. I have concerns like everyone else, but overall, I have no right to complain about one damn thing.

Thinner or fatter?

Oh, invariably fatter.

Richer or poorer?

As mentioned above, we’re currently slightly financially compromised, so technically “poorer.”

What do you wish you'd done more of?

Taking care of things in real time as opposed to continually putting them off.

What do you wish you'd done less of?

Spending irresponsibly. I mean, I didn’t splurge, or anything, but in light of our current situation, some self-imposed austerity would’ve been a benefit.

How did you spend Christmas?

Well, it hasn’t happened yet, but we’re planning on spending it out at my mom’s place in Quogue.

Who did you spend the most time on the phone with?

No idea.

Did you fall in love in 2022?

I’ve been in love with -- and married to -- her for over 21 years.

How many one-night stands in this last year?

Zero.

What was your favorite TV program?

I quite liked “White Lotus 2,” “Slow Horses” and crime drama on Britbox called “Sherwood.”

Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?

I still hate most of the same folks – Trump, Trump supporters, key Republicans and various members of the Supreme Court.

What was the best book you read?

“Feral City” by Jeremiah Moss.

What was your greatest musical discovery?

Already discussed on this post.

What did you want and get?

Depeche Mode tickets for myself and my son, but oof were they ever expensive.

What did you want and not get?

Trump rotting in prison for the rest of this miserable fucking life.

What were your favorite films of this year?

Honestly cannot remember. Don’t bode well, does it.

What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?

I turned 55, which is not a number I’m okay with.

What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?

Trump’s conviction and permanent incarceration.

How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2022?

I own way, way too many dumb rock t-shirts for a 55-year-old.

What kept you sane?

Once again, who said anything about being sane?

What celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?

I never know what to do with this question, as every answer is going to sound creepy and inappropriate.

What political issue stirred you the most?

January 6 Committee

Who did you miss?

There was already a long list (as mentioned in this post), but Wilko Johnson, Jet Black and this week’s loss of Terry Hall of the Specials really hit me hard.

Who was the best new person you met?

The lovely ladies of Desperately Seeking the 80's, of course. 

Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2022

Not everything is worth an argument. Pick your battles.

Song lyric that sums up 2022

I've come here to make a ceramic shoe
And I've come to smash what you made
- Dry Cleaning